my paranoia made me lose all kinds of people. some year i'm having

No, too many paranoid user here.. lacking trust confident and courage to do the right thing. be curious. ask question. dont need to live in fear.

let just talk adding me as friend does not make us friend..I talk to anyone anywhere anytime I am not a stuck up closet type person who afraid of others

Bitview is full of trolls, immature teenagers, users behave badly. not a good place to make friends or uploading any video because you will barely get any views. the only good thing about Bitview was its 2005-2006 layout.

that's the real problem here. too many political puppets here

i needed time for myself. no one understands

The internet is my real life now. real life is fantasy to me. It inside out for me. reality is a dream we are dreaming. the mind is everything.

I myself am disabled stuck in the house for years since 2017. Paralyzed.. I am not joking I got use to being home a lot now. rarely go out.

People in life take us for granted expect special treatment for being related. Don't focus too much on family matter it is draining.

I am sorry you are going through a lot I got my own issue as well no one is problem free. You need friends family alone can't make us happy.