@bakaboy1111 thing is,i'm officially done with Youtube at this point,as theres way too much Censorship and toxic people on that site,and honestly,with my Current mentle State,I just can't deal with that kind of stress anymore,which is why i'm staying away from most social media sites in general for the sake of my own mentle health because of my real life issues i've been dealing with.

hello. just to let you know, i hadn't been online for days. been dealing w/ family issues on my end. but just letting you know, youtube was crazy. it's the real reason why it went so downhill. vidlii, it's a smaller community, same old same old sinful nature. everybody crazy these day. keep your head up

i finally talked with my sister. i was scared but faced my faced. she's an adult compared to me so i was scared and thought she was going to flip out at me. i know this may sound strange coming from me but. a lot of adults, even older than you and i are also in the same wrong path. just because one has a great experience doesn't means he/she is perfect. i' glad but i'm hoping she finds herself in the right direction mentally

Ara? ♥

well, i meant she don't. sad though. i hope you be well also

steven johnson symdrome is a very dangerous allergic that attacks your organs like setting you on fire that will put you in a hospital and leading death. i feel like i couldn't talk to my sister nor my doctor. my sister told them when when i lashed out at her, it felt like i wasn't myself even i was, her final words always ends up she knows me well even though i don't.

as strange as this may sound, i'm battling horrible fears. my older sister, she's stubborn. sadly some grown ups are. she forced me to go counseling. i'm better at handling my problems as i got older. she added things like bring up my attitude when i was younger and the doctor prescribe me this medical called lamotrigine. i don't have any allergic reactions but that medicine is actually dangerous. 8 or 9% died of the drugs. even though a few made it, *cont*

Hello :)

@bakaboy1111 = things are still pretty tough for me right now,but we're managing and pulling through though.

the medications they're given me has a very dangerous side effect, i never took it. the medication either killed many people or permanately can cause changes in a person's life. steven johnson syndrome. stay away from those medication. i'm suppose to be on lamotrigine but i'm glad i didn't takee it